Today Beaute died. May 24,2012.
He was eleven years old and my faithful companion. He was
the most amazing animal.
I adopted him from a local greyhound guy and from the first
day we were fast friends and eventually best friends. He was my BFF.
I know he could read my mind. When I would be getting ready
to go somewhere, it did not matter how quiet I was, or how I tip toed around
the house he knew and he would come running, tail wagging, ready to go for a
ride in the car. He would be lying in the sun in the back yard and when I
picked up my keys, one ear would stand straight up, he could hear the jingle of
the keys and be up on his feet waiting for me to come get him and put him in
the car. And when I wouldn’t he would have the most heart breaking expression
on his face from the other side of the gate, that many times I would turn
around and go back for him and say “ok, fine you can go” and his tail would wag
with excitement. It was such a pleasure to see him happy. When I first got him
we would play in the front yard every day. He had a stuffed toy they he liked
to lay with, funny enough, it was Scooby doo. He loved to fetch and he especially loved to
go on walks. He has the key hole at Devil’s Backbone on his list of
accomplishments.
About a year and a half ago Beaute came down with “Old Dog Vestibular
Syndrome” He was never the same after that. Long walks and hiking were no longer
fun for him. He was patient, loving and always a good listener. Whenever I
would talk to Monty on the telephone, Beaute knew it and would start pushing
toward the door with his nose. He liked to go to Monty’s house and play with
Luke. About five months ago his front
right let started bothering him. It soon became difficult, no matter how
excited he was, to hop into the back of the car. Most recently his intestines
started to bother him with diarrhea.
Last night I came home and he had diarrhea all over the
house. I have no carpet, so the cleanup is the least of my worries. He had lost
his zippity-du-da. Monty went with me for this most difficult thing. Beaute was
tired and in pain. Not long ago I said to Beaute in an emotional outburst, “
and you can’t go anywhere right now, not for at least a year, I can’t loose you
right now. I can’t handle it” about a day later I realized that was selfish,
that Beaute might need, for his sake to go sooner and that sooner was today.
My dear friend Monty went with me and helped me on so many
different levels. He is a good friend. When we got back to Monty’s house, Melissa
was waiting at the door with open arms and warm hugs. I sat down and Luke
started rubbing up against me and howling and talking in Luke language. I could
tell, he somehow knew exactly what was going on and was consoling me.
Beaute made the world a better place and he made me a better
person.